Mató Oshteka
Seeking Soulmate + Kin's DomainAge: 34 years
Country: United States
State/Province: Colorado
City: Englewood
About Me:
It’s difficult to put into words, mostly because I had grown up mismatching with the society around me. From an early age I just knew things could be better and that people were not cognizant of their potential and choice.
I spent my existence largely isolated, because I was actively thought of as unwanted or undesirable by the society around me. I chose authenticity and self exploration. I learned to enjoy my own company. The story of my life is one worth many tales, but instead of dwelling on what has passed let me tell you about who I am now.
I took on the profession of a security guard after feeling happy with protecting others. During my father’s funeral preparations I crossed states to tend to the matter on our reservation, he was to be buried in Sturgis with the soldiers. Everything went fine and I connected with my dad’s part of the tree. Learned I had aunties who did feel love for me, something I didn’t experience too often with my mother’s kin.
On the bus ride back to Colorado, a young woman was being disruptive and threatening to an elderly bus driver. It was escalating into threats and I felt the intuitive sense to intervene. So I did. At our rest stop I asked the driver if she needed help or needed me up front just in case of an emergency. After all she can’t just call the police as the bus is on a set schedule and everyone needs to be on time during transfers.
Bus driver agrees, I sit up front and spent my remaining 5-6 hours serving as protection and discouraging uncouth behavior. Though I understood the hostile woman’s feelings and problems, I wasn’t willing to allow her to imperil everyone. This experience inspired me to pursue work as a security guard.
I am a woman, I’ve some decent experience with shamanistic practices, spirituality, and bushcrafting. I’m looking for a place I can continue to blossom and improve in.
My interests include hunting, fishing, hiking, learning about animals/plants/medicines, applying creation energies and using my empathetic senses to best address others with truth.
My deepest wish is to manifest my full potential, become a guardian for the planet and everyone here. I like bringing about wonders and miracles. I would like to love and be loved more.
I am currently gathering basic needs and materials so I can go off into the sunset and find where I can start the next phase of my journey during the transition period on earth.